Lorenzo Buffa Ryan St Pierre Tragedy Shocks Creative Community
Famous Tiktok star with millions of followers, Lorenzo Buffa has tragically passed away in an apparent suicide.
According to reports, he left a note before his suicide suggesting his ex, Ryan St Pierre ignited his frustration that led to his death.
In his detailed note which has taken on a life of its own since being posted, Buffa explained how frustrating life has been for him.
In this letter, he said that many who he thought would come through for him did not, but left him at the hands of a ‘partner’ who knew he was suffering from Stockholm Syndrome, yet gaslighted him at the littlest opportunity.
His statement reads:
I’m back with Myles. Together again. I hope. I’m sorry everyone.
A few know they could have shown me love but refused and after awhile I was only left with a monster, who had broken me down over 5 years and i was trapped with stockholm syndrome feeding on the morsels of hope and love for which were rare and taken away and then punishment came.
My ex Ryan broke me into nothing and I tried to make it through this but i couldn’t, I had seen evil and it was from a place where i only ever believed and imagined love.
No one can understand the psyche of loss under such cruel treatment and hearing another rewrite of reality. I lost friends because i was unstable but no one asked or considered the cause of it. ryan would tell me to do it again and again… and then at times come here and love on me, a thing i craved, but i was conditioned to no only this abusive love.
I had no support pillars to turn to, I tried, but my sense of self became monsterous because he isolated me, broke me, and lied to me about everything. This isn’t a broken heart ending this is a person saying I have to be the pain of this persons psychological abuse. Days ago he told me he loved me and wanted me to work together, today he humiliated me publicly, he came here many times and i never once went to buffalo. I lost everyone that mattered because of him.
He took me for granted and i was never good enough or could meet whatever standard. I faced his rage, alone, for years, mostly in silence but those that knew where i spoke my silence out loud, the few who most could have helped me who knew how severe, you turned your back, so i stopped reaching out to anyone.
I’m sorry to fail everyone here, i’m so sorry. Ryan St Pierre of Buffalo saw me cry and break and knew he was breaking me, and he made it so he was all i had, he bared witness til the end and the worst part is i still love some part him and can’t hate him.
This is why i couldn’t handle it, hate isn’t in my heart and he needed me to exist with that… and facing that i can’t survive. I only wanted love, we are all just love, love is all we have.
This post has since been blowing up igniting mixed reactions, grief, sorrow, and pain from members of his family, friends, and fans all over the world.
In tribute to the late creator, friends have arranged a memorial service set to take place on Tuesday, January 7th, at 7 p.m. at Campton Funeral Home Inc.
There have been numerous reactions from Netizens who are devastated by this news. Many expressed how a talented individual could go through the amount of pain Lorenzo went through.
According to @bone.lust
Gutted. We lost a beautiful soul that deserved so much better RIP
@bone.lust weighed in:
I’m so sorry we couldn’t do more for you, Lorenzo. Sending you so much love from this side, and hoping you’re with all those you love – free from all pain ❤️ you will be missed.
